I almost forgot!

So, for my birthday, Ben took off work and set up my new website! Super yay! Yeah... so I have no idea what to do now. I'm actually kind of scared now. I'm asking myself... why did I want this so bad? Because it's been such a long time in coming that I had forgot my original passion... lol, so anyways, I'll be keeping you posted. It'll be here soon. It may be in pieces, but it'll be here … [Read more...]

bad mom/ good mom

Bad Mom:"Summit! GET out of the FREAKIN' trash can!" I go over there and snatch his hand out, pop the other one lightly and growl at him while dragging him away. 5 minutes later-"WHAT THE HECK SUMMIT?! I told you NOT TO THROW YOUR SNACK CUP IN THE TRASH!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I smack his diapered butt inefficiently, he looks up at me, tears in his eyes, sad at my deprivation of his fun times. I drag … [Read more...]

guilt and burns

I am a guilt-ridden-southern-gospel-raised-bible-belt-living person that makes a big deal about putting down the glass figurine in the Hallmark store so they won't even think I'm trying to steal. It's crazy. I feel guilty about the things that I'm not even responsible for and not guilty about screeching at my husband in front of the child. I'm a lovely mess. I've been like this my whole life, I … [Read more...]

it’s my party…

Yep. It's my birthday. I'm 29. Today a waitress said I looked 19 and jovially told her to add 10 years, but please bring me my free ice cream. Ben and I went out to his parents house for labor day and he tricked me most delightfully with providing a place for Summit to stay the night there so we could come home and work on my new web page COMING SOON!!!!! Yay! so after sleeping in late, going for … [Read more...]