Need I say more? I was a mess. I've known for almost 2 years that he'd be starting at his therapy center's pre-school when he turned 3 but somehow the starting 2 months before his actual birthday was harder than I thought it would be! I know its for the best, but my selfish side wants to keep him at home. It's a humbling thing, to feel protection so strong, but know that keeping him isn't … [Read more...]

I hate the kind of people who run from one crisis to another. I mean, where is their faith? They are annoying and always seem to be complaining, needing prayer and are not much fun to be around. I am *totally* that person. That sucks. I'm not ready to give up my toddler. He will be three in May and I've known for 2 years that he'd start full-time daycare at that time and it's for the best- … [Read more...]

a million things raced through my head when the ultrasound doctor smiled at me. "I don't see any traces of the cysts on the brain," he said, his words restoring my displaced emotions. "and although there is still a spot on the heart, the rest of him checks out so well we aren't concerned." the doctor in Little Rock over the computer monitor who was observing via web cam seconded, "you have a … [Read more...]