eeesh. tomorrow we’re going to Summit’s appointment in little rock children’s hospital. the only memory I have of that place is visiting my sick friend Kendall that had cancer and having to run out of the room before I passed out. ultimately I know that this changes nothing. knowledge is power, right? or so they say. what about that some things are better left unsaid? I dunno. they’ll take his blood I guess and ask us a hundred and one questions about us. what does genetics do anyways? then comes the whole mri scan of his brain because the doctor thinks something may be wrong. they’ll be putting him out for that. and he can’t eat after 10 am. that’ll be fun. but I’m worried even though my brain tells my heart not to be. how to have faith, live with faith and have faith that there is hope seems somewhat unattainable right now. like I said before, eeesh.
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Jana