Summit’s Surgery Eve

(now that I’m done with my rant….)
Please be praying for Summit and us tomorrow, or tonight really if you read this, because tomorrow morning at 5 am we’re going to the hospital for his surgery. I’m nervous. I keep imagining him being wheeled away from me on a big bed, looking so little and crying for me. I go quickly between the rational and emotional, so quick my head is spinning. I keep hoping that he won’t change, that his personalty will be the same quirky way and not suddenly be serious. I know this will be great, he’ll be able to see better! He’ll probably start making more milestones, walk soon, other stuff… Yet, my fears plague me. Please pray, my friends.