Posts from ‘March, 2009’

So, some of you rare, observant readers out there may notice I changed my signature, so to speak,(totally couldn’t resist… so sorry,) from “the Clarks” to “Heidi”. This just makes more sense to me since I do all the writings. I had this rosy sunsets and rainbows idea in the beginning that Ben and I [...]

Today I became obsessed with reading this woman’s love story… HOLY COW! Thanks for the twitter, motherletter, omg I have wasted so much time today, but how glorious it twas.

This would be the second night in a row that I got little sleep. My brain is operating on caffeine only now, I can’t even eat because my stupid teeth hurt so bad! My teeth hurt in the way that makes you slightly insane, like they itch, if teeth even can itch… but I can’t [...]

I went to Ozark Natural Foods today after I dropped Summit off at therapy. I always get a rush when I go there, like I’m panning for gold in a stream sparkling with nuggets. I know that I’ll find something there and that it will be good. I don’t always know what to do with [...]

Someone said something to me that made total sense today. Not that that doesn’t happen frequently, I’m blown away by the depth of my friends and people that I meet, but today someone said something that kind of rocked my world. She said, “God has called you to suffer right now,” and I was wasn’t [...]

I buttoned my green sweater, fixed my hair in a messy bun with a headband, slipped on my stylish flats and went to court with an air of irritation at my important time thus being so rudely interrupted. I was the Nelson 10 minutes early, (the paper said if I failed to appear that a [...]

My computer isn’t working. I have wanted to post pictures of my loverly trip to Texas among others but Ben is in the process of getting new hard drives and programs among screws and plugs I’m assuming. It’s all beyond me, I just know this isn’t working well for me…
and I totally got my [...]

I fell in love that year for the first time. I was 14 and had no idea what love was, but I believed in it. He was a Ukrainian boy with tussled blond hair and blue eyes. His name was Artom and he was the best soccer player, the best bad mitten player, and pretty [...]

When I walked outside today, the air was alive, teeming with energy. Little white petals swirled in the air like God’s confetti. I put my hands out in instinct, wanting to catch them like snowflakes to see if any two were alike. The sun filtered in and out of the clouds and I imagined a [...]